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A Taboo Romance? Sex With My Mother

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Majority of the world believe incest is a sin, but is it really? Especially when it’s between two consenting adults? 

The first time I had sexual thoughts about my mother I was about 8 or 9 years old.  At that time we used to live in an old kind of run down house and were quite poor. The bathroom had a door on it with a glass pane that was broken. So you could look through and see whoever was showering.  I used to secretly look through the broken pane and enjoy the delicious splash of the water over her naked breasts and masturbate while watching her. At that age, I never had an orgasm but was still thrilled and felt a deep erotic charge whenever I had the chance to watch her. It was always a huge risk that I would get caught by my father, so I was always scared and aroused at the same time, and I made sure that I didn’t stay watching too long so that I wouldn’t get caught.

At about the age of 10 years old I first became aroused by my mothers’ lingerie and knickers. I used to secretly sniff her knickers when she was out and particularly enjoyed the musky smell of her pussy juice on her dirty knickers. It was a smell that I adored and I’ve always loved the smell of pussy since then.

smelling pant fetish

Background

When I was about 12 years old my mother gave me a book on puberty and it had a chapter in it on how to masturbate. I was really surprised at how modern and open minded my mother seemed to have become because when I was younger I’d once asked her where babies came from and she told me a false fairy story about how the stalk brought babies and then they were cut out of her stomach. I knew she was lying, but I just wanted to see what she would say. I already knew how babies were born.

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At the age of 13 my father died. He’d been sick for about a year and he knew he was going to die so he went to Nigeria to die.  My mother went to Nigeria to conduct the funeral and took my two youngest siblings with her and left the rest of us with friends and relatives for the duration. Eventually she got back.

15 years later, my siblings and I had grown into different paths but I agreed to come home and look after my mother. Her place was also handy as it was close to where I worked and I saved a lot of money on rent.

sex with my mother after my father passed

 

A Helping Hand… Indeed

I was 39 and I was living with my mother. After my father had died my mother had never had any other partner.  She said that she didn’t want any man to try and control her, or tell her how to raise her children. 

This Sunday morning, I had music playing quite loudly so I didn’t hear my mother calling me. She decided to come up to see me and tell me that she wanted to talk to me. We were always very open with each other about everything. We were both relaxed about nudity between us and had become very close as she didn’t have many good friends and I was the only one she could talk to. She knew that I sometimes had sex with men as well as with women, and she hoped I would settle down with the right man or woman. 

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She came into the bedroom and saw me while I was naked masturbating and moaning, but I hadn’t cum yet. She looked at me and watched me for a few seconds and then smiling she said, ‘Let me help you’. I was surprised and delighted and embarrassed at the same time. I couldn’t hide my erection which was full and hard. I was torn between saying “no, it’s ok, I’ll do it myself” or stopping and getting dressed to have the conversation. She said “Let me get some baby oil”. I was surprised but also touched by her caring support and so aroused that I didn’t want to stop masturbating at that moment. 

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I didn’t object, and had secretly and half ashamedly hoped that one day she would enjoy seeing me masturbate and had fantasies that she would want to lick and suck my dick. She went to my cupboard and got out the baby oil, opened the top and poured some on her hands. Then she sat beside me on my bed, moved closer and took my dick in her hand. She said, “Son, just relax and be yourself, I know what you need. I’m your mother and I love you”. I knew that it was unusual but at the same time I thought that she’s my mum and she knows me as well as I know myself, and after all no one would ever know.

masturbating with my mother

She took off her nightie and I delighted in seeing my mum’s hairy pussy which I have wanted to fuck and suck, and I fantasized about burying my head in her hairy bush. I didn’t mind that her breasts were flat with thick long nipples.

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My mum knew that I had some sex toys under my bed and she bent down and took out a soft small black rubber penis shaped dildo.  “Do you want me to use this on you?” she said.  I shook my head but really wanted to nod my head and say yes. Instead I said, “No not yet, please keep masturbating me and suck me first”. I loved the way she sucked my dick, slow and sweet and masturbating me lovingly at the same time. She caressed my dick slowly and gently and gradually masturbating me faster and faster, and when she felt I was about to cum she would stop for a few seconds.  I moaned in ecstasy and we looked into each others eyes. She masturbated me and sucked my dick until I cum in her face and on her breasts.  Then she sucked and swallowed my cum sweetly and lovingly, and put her tongue in the hole at the top of my dick and sucked all the last drops of cum from my dick. She then pulled my head to her mouth and kissed me so deep that I too tasted and swallowed my cum from her mouth. 

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After I had cum, we lay still for a little while. Me and my mother wrapped in each others arms. Soon she began kissing me on my mouth and I parted my lips and opened my mouth for her to put her tongue in. I began caressing her nipples and she pushed her breast to my mouth for me to suck. She played with one of her nipples while I sucked her other nipple.  I loved sucking her breasts and imagined that I was a child and wished that she had milk that I could suck. While I sucked her breasts, I began fingering her pussy slowly with one finger and then two fingers, and fucked her pussy with my fingers for a while and she moaned with joy. Soon she was very wet and I took my fingers out and bent my head between her legs and began licking and sucking her clit and and thrusting my tongue deep in her pussy. Soon she let out a loud moan as she cum in my mouth and shouted “OHH!” as she peed in my mouth.

golden showers with my mum

 

Guilt, Confusion & Assurance

Afterwards, I felt embarrassed , ashamed and guilty of sin. I had been brought up as a Roman Catholic Christian and I felt sick with disgust at myself. Would I now be condemned to Hell? How can I face my mother again? What does she think and feel? Will she hate me and kick me out? Maybe I should leave and find somewhere else to live? I was shaking and tearful with fear and self-loathing and confusion. I was just about to think of packing my bags when I heard my mother opening the door arriving back from shopping. I decided to try and talk with her and see if it was still possible for us to live together normally after what had happened. 

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My mother said “Are you ok son? Tell me what’s on your mind?”. I said “I’m confused about what happened between us and what we did. I’m scared that we will do it again”. My mother said, “Do you want us to stop? I don’t feel what we did was wrong. You’re an adult and so am I. What we do is our secret. It can be just a lovely experience we had. Did you not like it?”. I said, “I feel a bit ashamed and I’m worried about what if someone finds out? I did enjoy it but I feel guilty because I know that you haven’t had any relationship with anyone for all these years since my dad died. I feel that maybe I was taking advantage of you?”. She said, ”I’m old enough to know and understand what we did was not normal. But not being normal doesn’t mean that it’s wrong. It’s just different. It’s also not wrong because we both wanted it and I know I enjoyed it. I never wanted sex with just anyone. As a woman, I can still get that easily if I want, even though I’m nearly 70. I wanted to make love and we made good love that I enjoyed because I love you son, and I know how much you love me.” I said, “ Should I go and find somewhere else to live?”.

incest relationship with my mother

She said ”I can understand why you would feel the need to do that, but think about the practicalities. You’re not earning much. So you save a lot of money on rent as I only ask you to help with food and bills. So from a practical point of view it makes sense to stay here for at least another 6 months. What do you think about that?”  I said, “ I think that if I stay here then we might be tempted to have sex again.” She said, “No, we wouldn’t have sex again, we would make love. What we did was with caring and feeling and from a place of love. I’m not ashamed. I will make love with you again. But only if you want to.”

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I said, “What if one of my brothers or sisters found out? What if somehow someone in my job found out?”. She said “Do you really think I will tell any of your brothers and sisters that we made love? And I’m sure that you won’t tell any of your friends or work colleagues. So no one will know. No one will find out.”

 

She Knew All Along 

Same day…I went up to my bedroom, took off all my clothes, and as it was a warm summer night I lay on the bed naked, ready for sleep and work the next morning. I was almost asleep when I heard my mother calling me. I thought that maybe something was wrong or she wanted to talk and had changed her mind and wanted me to leave.  I went downstairs naked and she was also naked on her bed with the soft night time lamp on. Her legs were open and beside her on the bed were her soaking wet panties. 

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She said, ”It’s nice to see your erect cock. But first I want to tell you something. When you were a child I often saw you watching me shower through the broken pane of glass on the door. I didn’t stop you as I wanted you to see what a woman looks like naturally and not get false ideas from porn when you were older.  And I knew that you were sniffing my dirty knickers as the laundry basket was always in the wrong order when I did the washing. ”I was shocked, I responded, ”But what if my father had seen me? He would have beaten me so mercilessly and maybe shouted at you.” She said, “I know you masturbated and cum in my knickers as I could smell that the cum was different from your fathers cum.” I said, “Oh! Now I’m embarrassed and ashamed!”. She said, “It’s ok. How else was a little boy to learn about his sexuality? I have wet my knickers from masturbating and I have put them next to me on the bed for you to play with. Come and lay next to me. I can see from your erect cock that you want me, don’t you?”

bisexual man has sex with his mother

I’m sure you already know what happened next. Sex with my mother became a thing, it happened every other day until she passed away seven years ago. 

Dear reader, having read my experience and how consensual it was with my mother, would you still tag me a sinner? A sinner because what I did is wrong? Like my mother said, something being wrong doesn’t make it a sin. I love histories, and getting immersed in ancient Egyptian stories, I feel no more  guilt finding out that the Egyptians held in high esteem sex between family members to retain heirs to the throne. What makes this age different? I’ll want your sincere comments on this 😶👇👇

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muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago

The reaction I got reading this story when it landed in my mail was “There are actually new things under the sun”, contrary to the popular quote “nothing new under the sun”. Why? Although I had seen similar in movies but never consensual, this took me off guard. Wonder what I did? I decided to consult Google to see if people had shared similar and tell you what I found about two stories. Wow! Nothing new indeed but still so novel to me. Why I love this story first is how sincere the writer is in telling and owning his… Read more »

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King
King
27 days ago

Hmmmmm or whaoo! This is a hard one. The truth is that sex can be sweet, desirable and crazy but this is a very hard one. Well, I won’t call you a sinner because we sin in different ways but my issue with you is how you were about to do it in the first place and puzzling enough is how you were able to do it again and again. Your conscience has really suffered, you killed it. However, I believe your Mom was largely wrong, she ought to have stopped the feeling no matter what. She was a believer… Read more »

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  King

Hmmmm why did I burst out laughing at this sentence “Your conscience has really suffered, you killed it.”? 😂😂 Well, he was guilty at first but the assurance from his mum quenched it. Like you said, it’s a really hard one, especially cause its not one of those stories you come across every daily. It’s one of those “must remain buried in the closet” story.

I’ll like to ask you, is your opinion of it being wrong stemming from a religious view? Or because its just unfathomable to you? 🙂

Andrew Isaac
Andrew Isaac
27 days ago

I bet your mom is in a happy place and she had the rest of her life feeling good all thanks to you… And you have no reason to feel any guilt…

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Andrew Isaac

Hmmm so subtle and assuring ❤

Ezekiel
Ezekiel
27 days ago

It’s quite odd actually, finding a way to live with it and trying to get judged through other’s opinion. Anything unconventional will oftentimes lead to backlash and this one’s no different. Not sure I’ll say anything about wrong or right because technically there’s never truly any true wrong or any through right. As unusual as it may seem in the wider society, there’s always likely to be a harbour of such among a smaller culture. So technically, what’s wrong or right depends on your beliefs, your culture or your spiritual affiliations. I’ll admit with me it isn’t quite a seat… Read more »

muttering minds
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27 days ago
Reply to  Ezekiel

I agree with you, unconventional automatically translates as incorrect. To each man his belief system 🙂

Jules Jeremiah
Jules Jeremiah
27 days ago

I don’t even know what to type, which is very unlikely of me. My belly hurts from reading this.

But yet again we’re mutterers, no condemnation of any sort.

😭😭😭What did I just read???

See ehn, in this life have money. Have so much money, such that all the doors in your house will be properly fitted😭😭

Dear anonymous, judgement is of the Lord. Who am I?

Omo belle dey turn me. Doris well done o🙄

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Jules Jeremiah

You all making me laugh when I need to be most serious. “WHO AM I?” 😂😂😂

On a more serious note, I kind of agree with you about doors being properly fitted. Raising kids in a small space can lead to a lot of seemingly bad things. But then again, situations could present a man with no choice.

Ladibells
Ladibells
27 days ago

Wrong! We always do have choice

muttering minds
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27 days ago
Reply to  Ladibells

Hmmmm o well… maybe…

Jules Jeremiah
Jules Jeremiah
27 days ago
Reply to  Ladibells

Kids seemingly don’t always know how to choose especially when it satisfies their feelings and no one calls them to order. Just like sisters always walking around naked in their brothers’ faces and making excuses that sounds like, “he’s my brother nau. He can’t be aroused.” Such madness I’m sometimes guilty of. Everyone has a choice mahn. She knew he was peeping at age 8 and didn’t think covering that broken space with a wrapper or nylon was reasonable. He knew he was wrong but still continued. No matter how broke one is, there’s always a solution. Think and you… Read more »

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Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Jules Jeremiah

Hmmmm… First date question “What’s your sexual orientation?” 😎

Lizzie Maxb Ihie
Lizzie Maxb Ihie
27 days ago

It’s funny when you hear about the rednecks of America, or the Irish indulging in incest because it seems like something that can’t happen in our society, but here we are. Crazy things are happening, and I’ve learned to adopt a sort of live and let live policy, as long as no one is getting hurt, just you. In this case, his mother had the opportunity to shut it down as soon as she started noticing it, but she didn’t. She let it grow into this, she fed the weak and dying embers till it became a roaring fire. No,… Read more »

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago

Hmmmmm this take 🙂. To state clearly, he is of Nigerian origin but lived all his life overseas (wouldn’t want to disclose the exact country). I agree with you that the mother should have nipped it in the bud as soon as she noticed him taking a peek at her while bathing from a tender age. Now fast forward to him being 34 years old, that was when his first sex with his mum occurred. So I beg to differ where you said “a confused child”, he was a fully-grown adult who could have said no. Rather, he saw it… Read more »

Cmkcouture
Cmkcouture
27 days ago

Just when I thought I had seen it all…..This story made really really uncomfortable and if I am being honest I don’t even know what to say. Mehn! Crazy things have happened and are happening. I still cannot wrap my head around what I just read.

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27 days ago
Reply to  Cmkcouture

Awwww 😃🤗

Tina
Tina
27 days ago

I’m sorry but I cannot finish this story. I’m not being judgemental here but whew! this one is too much for me to take in.

My answer to the question? Incest is a sin. And it’s not just from a religious view alone, it doesn’t even make sense.

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Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Tina

I totally understand. Some things not making sense makes it sinful? 🤭

Bubu
Bubu
27 days ago

I know we’re supposed to be a woke generation and all that sh*t, but omo this one pass me!

As a deep-rooted African and Igbo girl, I believe in Incest, Generational Curses, A person’s Chi and all that, and I’m not ready to test the spiritual realm and cross lines.

I’ll give him one thing though, he’s brave. Brave enough to share this story cos if I were in his shoes, I’m taking this to my grave.

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Bubu

He’s actually brave. As much as I encourage sharing just anything on this blog, this also shook me. He gave me a run for my bravery.

Speaking of “A Person’s Chi”, that’s another story I’ll love to explore. Fingers 🤞

dosbambi
dosbambi
27 days ago

Although, I’m not new to stories of incest, there are one or two of such in the Bible, and I’ve read a couple of such too. However, this story cringes me a little maybe because of the “consent” and willingness from both parties and the age it started. One would expect that both of them should know better at that age, and the mother at 70, didn’t think of the mental state of her child, when she dies. Permit me to say, she was selfish and manipulative. I feel, the mother groomed the son into it, starting from allowing him… Read more »

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Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  dosbambi

Dos Dosssss!!! Your comment carries volume. I’m permitted to be neutral right? I’ve asked the owner of the story to engage some of the comments here, hopefully he does.

Dos Dos🤗

dosbambi
dosbambi
27 days ago

Ehn eh na…
Of course, you are permitted to be neutral, I don’t anything else.

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  dosbambi

😎😎

PAIN
PAIN
27 days ago

I once read a piece about Japanese incest. Fathers sleeping with daughters and mothers sleeping with sons. According to the piece, 30% of the calls to the Japanese counselling hotlines dealt with maternal sex with sons. Indeed, the world is too much with us. This is fucked up on so many level, and I cringe at that fact. This is not a matter of whether it’s a sin or not, that’s none of my concern. There are numerous political, social and ethical concerns towards the practice of incest, and why it must not be legitimize. And, they don’t have anything… Read more »

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muttering minds
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27 days ago
Reply to  PAIN

PAIN!! LONG TIME!! I am so excited at your comment especially because I haven’t heard from you in a while. You sound like you’ve been well though. Yes, I see the headache, a familia dysfunction that would remain unforgivable if his siblings and the world found out.

Thank you for shedding more light with your opinion. Hopefully he gets to respond directly to you. Feels good to hear from you again 😄

Nana
Nana
27 days ago

Hey anonymous hunnay , do you! Its a bit odd doesn’t make it wrong . Incest was a thing even in the bible so sad our African culture / religion is just filled with judgment, judging every other person’s believe that is out of the norm . The fact that I can’t do it or I don’t like it doesn’t make it wrong . Who am I? A mere mortal in the scheme of things 🤣🤣 this right here is the content I signed up for . May her soul rest in perfect peace 🤲

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Nana

You had to dilute with sarcasm yeah?? 😄

Fried yam
Fried yam
27 days ago

I am speechless. Why was he so graphic though? We already get the picture.

I can’t judge. We all sin.. I am just dumbfounded

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Fried yam

Oops!! He’s actually a fine writer too, guess it’s one of those things you can’t help given the talent.

Ebuka
Ebuka
27 days ago

Hmmm…na wa o!
Trying to write something here, maybe an advice.. but I actually don’t believe this guy. This looks like bits and pieces from different mother slash son stories from an erotic site. I have read first hand experiences of oedipus complexes, and the progression here is just off.

Then again, na him and im mama sabi that one. Your fantasy is very vivid sha..but I don’t think it’s original. Then again, what do I know?

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muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Ebuka

Oooh really! On this note I’ll like to make clear that Muttering Minds does not feature fiction.

I know right! The writing style is so inviting, makes it look like a sweetly cooked lie but that’s only because he’s an author.

Ebuka
Ebuka
27 days ago

Okay. My bad!

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  Ebuka

😶

Charles William Duncan
Charles William Duncan
27 days ago

For me I think incest is a sin because it’s against the bible. As a well trained catholic boy how can you do such a thing. I don’t really understand oooo, how can you get aroused when you see the same hole you came out of?

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago

Hmmmm what do they say about one man’s poison again?

King Jafe
King Jafe
27 days ago

Beautiful story but I think it isn’t real. It’s some sort of folktales. The riding from a near 70 years old mother got me thinking

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  King Jafe

Hmmmm we can only believe what we want to believe. Like I said on Telegram most people who consider the story false is because Anon does not relay his experience from a ‘self pity seeking’ angle. He owns his experience.

But your own angle is different King Jafe. Meanwhile, welcome 🤗

JoG
JoG
27 days ago

Interesting story. I admire your attention to details, how you remembered the conversation.

I admire your honesty too.

Like Spartacus said in the movie, it is done! If you judge yourself a dinner, you are a sinner. If not, then you are not a sinner.

Have you now found a partner that makes love to you tenderly like your mother? I wish you well.

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  JoG

You had to ask this question… valid 🙂

JoG
JoG
27 days ago

He is in his forties now. Has explored the full range of sexuality. From incest to older women to younger women to men.

By now, i hope he has clarity on what he wants sexually, and in a relationship and go for it.

I admire his experience though.

muttering minds
Admin
27 days ago
Reply to  JoG

Very true.

Onome
Onome
27 days ago

Honestly, I found this so hard to believe. I felt like I was reading something imaginary but I believe there’s truly nothing new under the sun so that kept my shock in check. To me, I felt like the mother shouldn’t have supported the act in the first place and made the situation feel right.

Omo my body shook 🥶🥶

muttering minds
Admin
26 days ago
Reply to  Onome

😄😄 I know right

Ezeugo 1
Ezeugo 1
24 days ago

Lol. This one na lie. Anonymous was just writing a story from one of his fantasies. You’re 39, your mum would be like above 60yrs. Want on earth would be attractive to you on her body not to talk of the fact that she’s your mum. Woman Never finish for this world na, haba, man nyash Never finish to burst na. Apart from the taboo aspect, having a kid from incest isn’t even advisable medically. It leads to offsprings with weak genes

muttering minds
Admin
17 days ago
Reply to  Ezeugo 1

Hmmmmmm if you think he’s lying sha

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